So many wonderful memories to cherish

What is the purpose of a blog? For me, it is to record the special memories of my life, to look back and think "oh YAH..haha.." Er.. wouldn't a personal journal fulfil the same criteria? With less hassle too.. But I guess a blog censors my my words (altho I'm still pretty blunt after that), forces me to think from the other's point of view and be more sensitive to the nuances of human nature.

Anyway...I've recently been experiencing delight after delight served on the conveyor belt of life, but it balances out with the horrid stuff. In chronological order:

5 Aug (Saturday)

Ballet under the Stars! My 1st time! Free of charge! Accompanied ' Nuff said.. Well, not actually, the gd stuff doesn't end here. Liling and I got to see our juniors in Chung Cheng Dance Club perform the opening itemand took lotsa photos. Later, we all got glitter tattoos!! The atmosphere was so romantic, sprawled on mats and enjoying the cool breeze, lush greenery and Liling's company. My favourite wasthe pas de deux: exotic music of the Middle East, langourous movements interspersed with bursts of energy, from little twirls (hearts a flutter) to the magnetic push and pull (testing the waters) to truly breathtaking acrobatics (full blown passion). The choreography was so graceful and fluid, bringing to mind young lovers who burn brightly in the other's eyes, their fuel never running dry.

P.S. I want an empire-waisted knee-length dress, the pleated skirt billows so softly. Simple and classic.

9 Aug (Wednesday)

National Day! In the afternoon, Yun Yun asked if I wanted to watch the Parade so I said "YES!" Thanx to Derek lao shi lah =) 5 o'clock met at the East Gate, n I still couln't believe my luck, haha... This year's goody bag is a tasteful sling bag, unlike the gaudy appendages before. Somehow, since it's the last NDP to be held in Kallang Stadium, i was kinda sad.. Got the 1st row of the upper block of seats, beside the stage. It was choped by a line of soldiers, who cleared off when we reached, wah~ PLus so many shuai guys in identical red shirts but different jeans, *drool* eye candy.. But they were busy ogling Gong Shi Jia's flawless bare back. The fireworks were spectacular, truly beyond expectation. Not to forget my idol=>LKY!!! Gosh...pls dun die, or at least promise to rise from the grave whenever Singapore needs u.

P.S. my Meme: I am Singaporean because the fireworks never fail to awe me, and I never cease to be amazed at the strong instinct for survival from this tiny bleep on the map.

18 Aug (Friday)

Another 1st in my life. Watching the Wushu Nationals at Toa Payoh Indoor Stadium. Once I stepped through the curtains, I was transported to the world of illogical fervour. It felt like a pressure cooker, at least for a nube like me. Again, it was a rollercoaster ride of emotions. Irrepressible excitement deflated by the sight of contestants, who are lean mean fighting machines, plus a few cute kiddies >,<" Rachael get 3rd in chang quan! Woo-hoo...congrats! I wonder if she felt stressed with all the cheering. Well, I would n i felt kinda shy at the stands, cuz we were attracting some disapproving gazes.

I was shaking my head at the enormity of the situation: How could I catch up with these gao1 shou3 when I've only picked up wushu this year? Our PT very slack too... Argh~flabby thighs! gooey buttcheeks! Stick thin arms! I'm extremely disproportionate -_-!! Not to forget the unwelcome distractions, thanx lah, now I dunno HOW to talk to chen shao le. I mean, PLEASE, I dun like him THAT way. I just admire his tao4 lu4, juz like wei yao and song yan quite pro too. N i alr haf great difficulty conversing with normal guy frens le, wad more with the teasing flying arnd. Arhz..

Focus on learning ba, I plan to learn 4-part sword and new version, old and new chang quan and jiu jie bian. Also wanna improve my strength and stamina, especially core abdominals and arms. Sze Ying is interested in getting a custom made sword, $58 for standard. I think I'll stick to a normal one 1st...anw the software has greater priority than hardware.

19 Aug (Saturday)

Today was devoted to art , intensive fluctuations. whew. Made a fren today, Zi Xian from 25/06, badminton de and Sze Sze's fren. It all started with tat damn UOB painting cum mini EOY coursework. Lost my USB cable so I couldn't transfer the photos to sch com. So ZX kindly let me drop by at her luxurious waterside home, play with her chihuahua Weenie, and pick out some gd shots for the composition. Was quite happy cuz we hit off str8away, and i only spent abt 1.5hrs incl travel time to reach TJC and start work proper.

Then things started to deteroriate. Mrs Neo juz HAD to rub salt into my wound. I KNOW that I've got vvvvv litle time left and that it's damn late. Plleeeeaaasse...dun stress me out le!!! Fled to the haunted toilet to cry 5 times today. NOthing seemed to go smoothly: ALL the coms and laptops wif Adobe Photoshop were occupied, I had to scrap my original idea as it was too complicated, and I've no idea WAD is the message I wish to put across. Jing Yi was so nice as usual, trying to find me in the toilet when i alr walk back to the seniors' studio, I laughed despite havin juz cried, then my eyes and nose leaked again when she sat down and discussed the stuff with me. Kah Keat, who normally looks like he's doin a huge favour to reply me, actually seriously tried to help! Boon Han was lookin intently at my rxn as usual. Yee May was sympathetic as usual. Ahh...quite touched tat seniors can sense my stress and try to defuse my time bomb to self-detonation. Jia Hui did the most crucial thing: buy lunch for me. I always binge-eat in times of turmoil.

Then I tot, ok, time to be selfish, wat is most impt to me, the anchor during turbulent times? Buddhism. It was a stroke of luck actually, Wen Jie (a sporty gal who looks like a pe teacher but aspires to be an art teacher) glimpsed this photo and liked the lighting and everything (I arranged a glowing lotus, a glass and brass ornament for buddhist relics, circled by a chain of prayer beads.) But it looked too plain and uninspired, a still life and nothing more. And so Xinlan helped me take some photos with my palms pressed together in prayer, serence and relaxed. Then I superimposed myself on 1/3 of the pic, make translucent and greenish to complement the strong warm colours of the altar items. I'm not worried that it's overtly religious, juz tat I might look like a spirit drifting abt during the 7th month, haha..

The 3rd yr seniors came in full force! Wen Jie, Chang Yang, Ying Tong, Melody, Xiang Kee, Ming Hui, Chong Wu, and the last ger 4got her name =) She's the one who invented Toilet tubbies wif her uni frens. "Stinky Winky, Deep Shit, La Shi, Pooot~ Toilet tubbies...toilet tubbies, say. hal. low. eh-oh!" and kept saying "I hate chew!" Snack time was super! Ivan offered me a chocolate cake with liquid icing which he christened "Semen Cake" then proceeded to be astonished by the fact that Jocelyn dun haf a clue of wad semen is. So i said, "Show her." muahaha.. N the mystery remains hanging: Is cy still attached to wj? Does he do CPR to her? Wei Lin will be crushed that her crush still crushes on some1 else. Haiz~

Anw, after cropping my final composition, I found tat a squarish canvas would be most ideal, so I exchanged my rectangular one with Jevon's. My mum was shouting commands like a sergeant on the complex operation of fitting the humungous canvas into the car, but the mission failed. N so, we sped to Tampinese, got the suare canvas n sped back to TJC. It was abt 8pm le...

I then set up the projecter to trace the picture frm com, but it *^%#$(%& refused to cooperate, I think it's biased to Chris. unfair... Jia Hui n Boon Han helped alot, at the expense of their own A level coursework! Woah..sacrifice... After the tricky matter was done, Isaac appeared out of the blue asking for his thumb drive. I diam diam at 1st, but quickly confessed that I might have thrown the cap away. He asked me where? I said "Nonono, let me" and began digging thru the trash. I'm truly grateful that most of the art ppl's rubbish are minimum-stink dry materials, with some food of course. Then he joined in the fray. We laid out newspapers to pour out the accumulated rubbish of 2 days, which is kinda gross, but bearable. N here comes the best part. "Ta-da!!!" Kah Keat walks out of Scope with the cap. Stunned, then laugh until peng4..

Tat Ivan, he was supposed to tear a FEW pieces of tissue paper to wipe up some spilled gravy, but he tot it's funny to pull the entire length of paper frm the guy's toilet to where Isaac was. I walked out of the Ladies and picked up the long ribbon of paper. Tell me, if u were Ivan , would u think that it was a vengeful ghost pulling at the tissue paper? In his case, yes. I wonder if he's acting.

hAHA...anw I'm realli glad overall. Even if Ivan accused me of dressing skimpily (polo tee and pe shorts lah HELLO...dun 4get, joce, zheng hui n rach were wearing high slit shorts and flirting with u simultaneously HOR) He even warned Isaac not to fall to temptation? I think there's no danger at all lah, lol..

Da Last 3 days were Most Memorable (Part III)

A nightmare woke me up at 5 in the morning. Scary~whew! However, the worst is yet to come. I rummaged among my messy desk, hoping to find my 1st TWO paintings, trying to quell a fast-rising panic. Murphy's Law has struck again.. Shit~!

Returned to school wif a heavy heart. What have I done to deserve this? Argghh... It's the second day of sports carnival. Boooriiing~ It's better to stay cooped up in the Art room. Someon e (Jing Hean I think) commented that Art room was doubling as a mental asylum.

I agree.

We were either stone-faced and painting like robots, or suddenly bursting into manic laughter and a life-threatening bout of lameness, or tearing our hair out in frustration, or (here's the best part) going to the toilet and cry. Yep...I was bordering on hysteria and swinging to depression every now and then (Bipolar Disorder).

Then Ivan, aiz...he realli realli likes to make other ppl's lives difficult huh? Hur hur, heng there was Jia Hui and Jing Yi...but that's another story =D

Anyway, we art ppl left one by one. Zheng Hui was pissed off that we had to stay in school until 3pm and wanted her mum to smuggle her out, to no avail. So, resigned to her fate, she borrowed Bride and Prejudice (typical Bollywood dance and song) and watched on the com.

Oh ya...Jocelyn and Jing Hean had a revelation. They were both...from Nanyang Primary School! So they were reminiscing and all abt da good ol days, n they made a cute couple.

So yeah..they all left one by one..n eventually i left in the evening, wondering why i ever took art.

Da last 3 days were Most Memorable (Part II)

25 June 06 (Thu)

'Eh~? I fell asleep?' was my 1st thought as i woke up groggily at 5.45am.

WOAH!!! Da world was spinning around me, out of control. I was totally whack lah, n my bladder was gonna burst, so i teetered to da HOD toilet. Yar...I avoided da art room toilet, it's HAUNTED.

When I tottered back, 'Huh~? Jing Xian?!' Ooh..he obeyed Rach's orders to deliver Delifrance pastries for brekkie, yup, he even climbed da gate to escape detection. Good boy =D

Back to work.. 'Oops, a patch of dried up saliva on my paper. Urgh, cover up with colour pencil.'

Erm...Shuhan is still da No. 1 least admired person on my list. She's so f***ing fake, but i gotta admit she can make ppl like her if she wants to. YEAH! U go gurl! Woo hoo...

I was preoccupied with art till 1pm, with breaks in btw to play captain's ball for CG 27/06. I was in Gamma 1 with Cheeky, Val, Amanda, Kenneth(replaced with Terence) n...Jazreel Lim. CongratuLAtions~ and jubiLAtions! Guess wad, Jaz 'promised' to sub me in at half-time so tat her 'elites' can play. Oh wow~n guess who's da weakest link, no prizes for guessing correctly!

At least Aman put up a gd fight n tried her bestest. Terence was a great defender, smacked away dunno how many balls (capt ball n otherwise). Cheeky streaked around like a half-crazed demon (albeit a tired one). Jaz was kinda lame, da only outstanding thing was her bustier! (Yes I noticed. Recommend it to me pleeease, i'm asset-deficient!)

*Sniff* They lost. (Wipes away a tear)

I joined Gamma 3. Ooo...There's Terence on The Chair, with some kinda magnetic force n suction pads on his hands, Harvenjit (Val, "Oven?") da tall skinny Sikh guy, another tall burly guy who's defender, me, Val and Melissa (sports ace, need I say more?)

I didn't get many passes initially, but once I proved my worth, i made some spectacular snatch-ball-from-de-air moves that da opposite team didn't expect, backward lobs (when da guy shadowing me is so humungous n da going gets tough) n long-distance hits to Terence.

The sun was glaring n my feet were roasted, but tat's alright; we won =D *yay*

Next game, I was with cheeky, aman, kenneth, shi hui n...keng mun. Was against cute lil alvin, who's actually vvv speedy, deadly accurate n leaps hiiigh~ SH under-estimated him, can't blame her tho =P I despice Ken for showing off at da expense of winning (Wat d'ya think it is? Ur personal showcase?! Grow up!) n I detest Mun for passing da friggin ball to Ken.

Lost. Arhz. It's juz a game. Waste of precious time. Time to return to da air-conditioned comfort of Art room.

So stressed lah! Jing jing was done nong nong ago, yar..she's in china. Xiao hua is putting da finishing touched to her prep le. Zheng hui n Jocelyn were both early starters. On the other hand, I'm better off than Jevon who's perpetually lazy, and Siru, the slow meticulous worker. Shu Juan is on par with me. Her oil paintings are superb...ooh la la~

Rushed off to my 2pm dental appt @ paragon. My braces are now red and white alternating cuz I'm feeling patriotic. Going to Italy from 1 - 10 June ya. Had a craving for Delifrance again so i tah pao tandoori chicken sandwich to eat on da way home.

To my utmost horror, I enjoyed a fantasy book by catherine fisher, savoured some vegeterian pizza, n FELL INTO A DEEP DREAMLESS SLUMMBER.

The nightmare continues in Part III...

Da last 3 days were Most Memorable (Part I)

24 June 06 (Wed)

It was da 290-Rounds-Round-da-Track overnight run at TJC --- Prequel to our Sports Carnival!

Originally, I had NO intention whatsoever of takin part in Da Run with Wushu. I mean, heLLooo.. who'd be so insane to do dat. But...due to unforeseen circumstances (ok okayyy...it's last minute pia Art JCT, gotta do bout 10 works to fit 3 drawing block paper. I chose da suckiest theme ever --- VORTEX... it was hell to draw lar) I decided to juz do it.

I'm glad I did.

1st, got me mama to pass me my mass pe t-shirt n shorts plus a change of underwear and a small towel (yep, I realised too late dat I forgot abt toiletries o.O") NextI settled down @ Scope study area wif Christine, Rach, Wei Lin, Jocelyn, Xinlan, Christopher, Si Si, Shu Juan, Joven & Siru to draw. We had like $500 worth of colour pencils, pastels n acrylic at our disposal.

Then da peeps left in this order (from last to first name), for CCC, detention, footie match, etc. I was like struggling and inching painfully in my progress, while abnorms like Christopher did his stuff fast AND good! Poor Si2~she was damn zhi2 zhuo2 in completing this particular image and it's STILL unfinished today! Dotz...muz jia you wor~

Night fell. Rach had this brilliant plan of doing out Art at the Sports Com. I had this bu4 xiang2 yu4 gan3 bout it. It turned out to be a traumatic incident, yea, da Titans were swelling in ranks, noisy, and probably thinkin dat Art students are eccentric. Ha..ha.. We pang seh Rach and evacuated to da canteen at de speed of light.

10+pm => Wai Yeow came to inform me tat our Run slot has been pushed forward by an hour, so i stripped to my Gamma attire n raaaan to da track. Dear God, I cheated. Please forgive me. Amen. Ahaha, no lah, I only ran 3 rounds out of 6. Better than Made-in-China guy (Chen Shao) lah, happily cycle here. By da time he reached we were done. ~sad~

1am?? Limin (my darling sha3 da4 jie3) n I went to HOD area toilet to bathe. Heng she lent me her Herbal Essence syampu n Dove shower cream. Ahhhh...so shuang, totally refreshed! On da way back, tried to ka jiao China Boy to lemme try out his fancy bike, but...AIZ~ Bottomline: Don't even think abt it -_-# 'Selfish bitch'

O ya..btw 10+ n 1, WY boh liao dropped by to make his presence known. At da far corner, Alwin was playin cards wif frenz, so jealous* So anyway, da hot topic bout running.. for Wushu ExCo surfaced. It sure seems like WY is extremely against ppl who haf great leadership ability, super commitment, boundless enthusiasm and good communication wif members, teachers-in-charge, other PDP leaders but no talent in wushu (duh) to run for Pres. n Vice Pres.!

Like wth $%#*@... (Shaking my head sadly)

Well, it's all up to de seniors, I sure hope tat they see things objectively, and break out of the tradition of appointing leaders juz by their medals and trophies alone. Hmm...anywaez, this is da 1st time i feel bonded to da Year 2s. Yar, Chuck was *smile* a realli nice guy, everyone likes him. That explains a lot [^_^]

Hey...back to Art-athon. Rach, Christine, Wei Lin and ! were da only 4 left. Rach was like our pillar of support, beacon of hope, somehow. (But her iPod failed in her darkest moment..) Christine is a cutie, lol~ She has tat 'many-bfs-b4' look, serious! (but not 1 single bf) Wei Lin is damn farni.............(intermission for laughing)...............u should hear her cash note-related' jokes. U'll crack up. 100% guranteed.

Thanx to Ramli burger *drool* I was resurrected. It was delicious lah, mm-mm! To close this off, here's a paraphrased quote from Chuck:

"At the stroke of 5am (??), TJC was officially renamed TJ Cemetery. Corpses were lying everywhere; on the bench, LT1 stage, concrete floor, grass patch and even da driveway (juz kiddin') Yeah, they wouldn't budge if u nudged them with your foot. The only moving things were zombified TJCians (like me)."

o``_ ~peng~

Random Ramblings

Random? Not exactly... It's time to take stock of my life.

Today's Sports Day. Got 3rd in triple jump, a veh leng3 men2 event, but I'm contented wif da bronze trophy (a.k.a. little boy potty training aide). My heart leapt a little when val, abi they all cheered me =) Thanx guyz~ What I'm NOT happy abt is da 4x400m event, ahahaha...we realli juz ran for fun. In da end i was like lagging 200m away from da 2nd last team -_-" Damn paiseh.. Arhz..I muz be fitter!!! (Like Mr Heng, who's an ex-commando, and looks realli cool when running and playing tug-of-war >,<)

6.30pm dance at innospace (*sigh* cannot go blk 85 to eat) I realli SUCK at hip-hop & mtv-style dance, hehe, u should see me bumbling like an idiot =P I'm inferior compared to Farah who got in thru DSA, Andrea, Jaz, Zheya, etc..These are da times which lead to da question: Izzit worth da time and effort (and burst blisters) to join TJC Modern Dance?

I already have major commitments like SBM n Foochow Assoc dance. Plus I've Art, a vvv time-consuming sub to perfect. Then there's Artivity, official souvenirs-for-VIP manufacturer. Not to forget those unfinished endeavours like piano (stuck at theory grade 5) guitar (chords? fingering? nooo...) ballet (stopped at grade 5) and learning the keyboard for SBM music grp. I also hafta catch up on Maths, Chem and Bio!!!

On the other hand, TJC Modern Dance has like, cult status, and it's always good to learn more... To improve my dance overall... Plus it's like a work-out, so tat my fattening process will slow down (Note: The fattening process is...inevitable, cuz I can't control my voracious appetite for both good food and junk food)

Anyway... Derek lao shi who teaches me at Foochow Assoc says I should learn wushu and join da compies cuz my chi dance background helps... I was o.O" at first then [~,~] "if only i went VJC, cuz their wushu ppl n trainer (who also teaches at chung cheng) rox BIG-TIME" N why didn't I transfer to VJC when I had da chance...?? I love my frenz at TJC too much, and I'm Cheng Theng's mistress lar (^-^) Keli is a gd fren (wif a funny bone) to us all. Val has a biig heart (n excellent cake-making, cooking skills). Abi's our sweet sha3 da4 jie3. Rachel's steady and nice to talk to (n cheeky! oh...affair wif amanda)

I'm happy and content, in sec school, I was more of da specialise wif 1 or 2 frenz kind, but it's a refreshing change to hang out as a small grp.. However, I've got this tendency to withdraw and seem aloof cuz i simply do not know da art of socialising n sustaining other ppl's interest in knowing....me. Bleahz X) Then i tend to over-commit, so even when I wanted to help a fren or contribute to a grp, time constraints will force me to say "Sorry, i don't think I can....(blah)..." I muz learn to consider carefully b4 i promise sth {+.+} It's called managing other's expectation, so when i do sth for em w/out 1st promising them, it's an unexpected extra reward.. I guess it's sth liddat, I've yet to put into practice.

Last but not least, should I run for House Com?

March retreat during hols

This yr's retreat is somewhat betta n more beneficial. We took da 8 Precepts instead of the usual 5. No killing, no stealing, no sexual activity, no lying, no intoxication, no eating after 12 noon, no entertainment, no sitting/sleeping on high luxurious places (can only sit on da floor on meditation cushions and slp in slping bag) We also observed da Noble Silence, which I FAILED in, oops... I should learn frm Mich: SERIOUS and MINDFUL.

A typical day starts with a 5.30am run, followed by pre-meditation stretches (easy-peasy for me =P) and solid 1hr+ meditation by the beach. aHhhHh...da sea breeze cools my sweaty skin, da swelling...and sighing waves drains my mind of thought until I'm only conscious of the rise and fall of my abdomen, the rising sun floods my face with warmth and naturally stirs me into opening my eyes. After that I'm totally refreshed and invigorated; awake and alert throughout da dhamma talks, meals and MORE meditation. Oh ya, 4got to mention, this cute black cat always visits da beach to forage and finish his 'business'. Then he'll choose a warm human being to snuggle up against and rakes his claws on da meditation cushion. Argh, I couldn't resist da temptation, practically ran over to sayang it, then hwee suddenly appeared wif his stone cold face and told me off *boo hoo*.

Venerable Dhammika is a bikkhuni or nun. She's youthful and like... radiating metta (loving-kindness) palpably. I look forward to her talks, they're really relevant and easy to understand. The things she teach encourage us to contemplate life and death. Hehe..time for recap. The 3 Universal Characteristics of Existense are dukkha (dissatisfaction) anicca (impermanence) and anatta (non-self). When we realise that everything is based on conditions, which change, we no longer expect things to stay the same. For example, not getting attached to relationships or status.

Highlight of da Week: Visiting Val's house!!!

Hey, I'm now waiting for dinner at Miss U Cafe. It's juz outside my street along da main road, it serves "high-end" food at mid-range price. I absolutely love the New Zealand's Natural Ice Cream they sell =D Da ambience is great: cushy couches, burnished vintage fans (there's air-con!), a whole wall of wine racks, fake grape vines, cool water features and relief carvings, and a dim golden glow which permeates da whole place. Da toilet is really spacious with a cool dolphin tap and sample bottles of eau de toilette and decorated tastefully with potted plants, but im kiinda paranoid==> What if there's a hidden camera among the leaves? "Smile..ur on pervert camera!"

This week and da week before (hols) has been extremely memorable! Haha, it's quite obvious by now: I'm vvv slack in updating my blog. (Yes keli, I'll add more posts in future)

*Deeep breath*...March hols Mon-tue flew by wed-thu-fri Buddhist Retreat @ Fairypoint Chalet 2 sat mini farewell + movie marathon + food fest + cosy bay sun coop up at home and squeeze out Art HW..

Then there's da "Highlight of This Week", going to Valerie's house. She's like, da perfect host lah.. Plenty of food, games, and hands-on making of sushi n cakes!!! Oh..we dropped by at Cold Storage to buy da ingredients for makin sushi, Val paid for most of it (=,=) (so guilty..) 1st thing we did upon arriving was to get stuffed with creamy (n fattening) mashed potatoes, washed down with lime juice (nuthin's too sour for me). Followed by makin sushi with crab meat, sausage, cheese, egg, cucumber stuffing, YUM! Then phebs, rach n mary joined us...

Followed by a momentous event: I finally learned how to play BRIDGE!!! (thanx to da skilful guidance of Abi n Arrowin) Yeah, it's extremely addictive =P I think phebe n i both had beginner's luck, but we neva played in da same game, hehe..

Then..ARIEL, she's val's cute-until-bue-tahan kid sister. How old is she..3? Ahhhhh!!! OMG SO CUTE! Val says she's naughty, ya i witnessed 1st hand: she likes to splash da water in da tank and scare da little guppies. But she's brave lar, fell down, grazed her knee, but didn't cry. Awww... She likes to chase phebs too.. n terrorise me with her 'sword'.. n pick up da poker cards like a pro. When she wanted to eat Ruffles, her whole arm disappeared into da bag of chips -_-"

I feel a great sense of accomplishment making the Orange Cake, of course i couldn't have done it without Val and her v capable maid (she can beat the egg whites to stiff foam o.O") Ooh, n I love da chocolatey brownie batter that keli whipped up, N Erwin's heart-shaped choc cake. (So sweet lah, it's a surprise for juliana~ romantic sia..he sez he's gonna reserve da fridge in his hostel)

Da only glitch was due to mary, as I said in her testi (which she sez is SCARY? eh i cant help using cheem english, perhaps I was too affected by da hamster's death.) i rreeaallii tot she was a cold-blooded murderer, "I killed the hamster." Dotz...then keli added on by describing rigor mortis, like dead hamster will become stiff n clunky *shudder* Aiz..i think phebe would have realised it's a jOkE, i should lighten up eh?

Oh yAr, da bigger glitch was my mum calling to say she'd cook a sumptious dinner with black chicken soup etc, when i ALREADY told her tat im ALREADY stuffed full of good food. Yup..I got so agitated by da tot of force feeding myself tat i raised my voice while playin bridge. LoL..it's like my nOrMaL way of communicating with my mum.

Ya so..to end off this veh late post... I cant wait to visit abi's n rach's n keli's hse! N i wanna try my hand at cluedo n mahjong!!! Thanx Val for da papaya n starfruits!!! N thanx for da cake, it was so tasty that my mum's anger dissipated *poof*

Urge to pour

This blog is dedicated to me. Attached is a wish. "Please jiayi...be happy, u WILL get what u want! Life's good."

A volcanic eruption n Richter Scale 11 earthquake happened in my house today. Will not elaborate on it, except something must be done.

Presently

1. Make my dream room a reality.
2. Academia excellencio.
3. Get fit and fab.
4. Be nice to my sister. Try not to kill my mum.
5. Dance is my forte. Now time for cheerleading. And ART!
6. Catch up on those great movies (recommended by FiRST!)
7. Face it. I'm not into music and never will.
8. Bring on the gadgets. Canon DC 10/20 Camcorder. Nokia 6136. FinePix F11.
9. My days of being an IT-idiot will be over. Soon.
10. Banish the dark side. Let the light emerge.

N now to something less serious. Brokeback Mountain is a revelation. My 1st R21 movie at 16. I dunno, the gay sex scenes just felt so... right. Yar, i guess every single one of us is part straight part gay, it's just a matter of how much. As Hwee explained, in Buddhism, we've all been male or female in our past lives. So...it sort of makes sense. Plus I love the warm, fuzzy feeling after watching it, like omg, I now have an inkling of what's gay love: It's soooo sweeeet! Hahaha..Hwee's carpeted room is v cosy, I really enjoyed it, snuggled next to Mich, n the guys piled up arnd Wei Qi, the 2 alvins mock-gaying, lindy on the comfy armchair. Ah..

One R21 classic down, 2 more to go. Mrs Henderson Presents. Transmerica. But how? Sigh...

Hmm..gotta buy da dvds. Memoirs of a Geisha. Fearless. Wallace and Gromit. Corpse Bride. Howl's Moving Castle. 13 going on 30. Sky High.